So Yeah as i opened my eyes This morning is officially the end of semester 3 and it means..... Holidaaaay! But Weird i feel something like being so emotional,painly like your whole body chrashed by something BIG BIG BIG... And you feel like giant bang ur head punch u right on your face.... crap. (Of course it's also my first day of period)
then i saw timeline many of my highschool friends post on twitter and path about "bukit duri banjir" :(.... The height of water is covering 1st flooor!
remembering years ago i feel that feeling hahaha happy feeling when you know you gonna have ur day off. If u school covered by water.... but know i feel terrible sad. I've spent the best three years in my live there. place i built my hope dreams future...i miss it. times when i don't have any idea that i will through this kind of life..

i miss it i miss it, the people the routines everything every single of it! even the bitter one. i wish i could turn back to that time... gonna do what i should do or shouldn't do taking chances that i didn't take.. and more appriciate it, doesn't mean i dont like this kind of life and regretting things i did at the past.. more than that i feel really gratefully of my life right now.

:) yes it's because of you bukit duri SMAN 8.. Thank you for letting me knows you and be the part of you and ur family believe it or not until today my life still connected with you, still and will always be a major lmpact of my Journey.. And i will always #prayforbukitbduri. See u when i see you ;)

It's true when they "Opportunity doesn't knock twice." I wish i knew before that it's you and always been you. I wish i knew from the beginning it's you and always been you.. I wish i knew before how to love my self and be happy

I wish you know that you were the one who finally ease those pains heal those wounds i wish you know you were the one who changed the way i see what life is about,I wish you know that it hurts so much to keep this feeling, regret and blame my self realizing i made the wrong choice.I wish you know how painful i am because of it. i wish you know it is exhausting to read ur mind.I wish you know that you are the one who devestating and makes me feel i'm human. Vurnarable. I wish you know you are the reason i quit and done hurting people. I wish you know that it's you that i mean not them not him and not anyone. I wish you know.. I wish.

If i had a chance do what i didn't do. I will choose me. To be happy and it will be you the reason of it.

Now it's too late. The path is already the way it is supposed to be. I lost that opportunity to be happy. And you never know the truth is you.