Tuesday, October 1, 2013





Aren't you somethin' to admire? 'Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror And I can't help but notice You reflect in this heart of mine If you ever feel alone and The glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always Parallel on the other side

'cause I don't wanna lose you now I'm lookin' right at the other half of me The biggest scene that sat in my heart Is a space and now your home Show me how to fight for now And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy Comin' back into you once I figured it out You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror My mirror staring back at me I couldn't get any bigger With anyone else beside of me And now it's clear as this promise That we're making two reflections into one
'Cause it's like you're my mirror My mirror staring back at me

Aren't you somethin', an original Cause it doesn't seem merely a sample And I can't help but stare, 'cause I see truth somewhere in your eyes I can't ever change without you You reflect me, I love that about you And if I could, I would look at us all the time

Now you're the inspiration for this precious song And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home Just to let you know, you are

"this is yourchance at happiness you think you shouldn't want it cause you've never had it and it scares you but you deserve your own fairy tale cause i think we like to complicated things tho I can’t deny that our path has been complicated, but in the end love makes everything simple."

I was a coward for always running away. But everywhere I went, you caught up with me. So I had to come backfind what it is that makes you happy and you're set promise. May 1 2009 

Saturday, July 20, 2013

never never bite more than you can chew and gonna get real, love the skin i'm in
a winner never quits, quitters never wim this time that she is built to face anything
This time she's gonna live to work, she's not working to live
they say just because you say it's true, it don't mean it is
She says it seems too good to be true, well then it probably is
This time he's hell bent yeah he's heaven bound
This time she's gonna pick herself up no more breaking down
He says he's gonna turn the wheel, turn this shit around
She says if he's looking for love then she don't want to be found

Monday, May 6, 2013

truth is i'm afraid. just help

Friday, April 26, 2013

i miss them i miss my home so badly it's not about the distance it's not about complaining and whining...how i hate when ppl said "it's just about 2 hours van " hell dafak you guys don't understand. , What i'm doing now in my life requires a big comitment. Sometimes being adult and having responsibility you gonna through this kind of crisis time. How really the presence of family is very crucial for me. and i know mam pap ngie teh. we always pray for each other everytime everywhere.. i hope that Our Mighty God always taking care each of us. take my words i will make you proud. i will make you happy. hope to see you as soon as possible. wish us luck. - full of love from cikeruh.... nia sayang suprapto's :)
How do you define sacrifice? What's your sacrifice? What are really going to do to get where you want to go?

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Time

why time? why?

Friday, February 15, 2013

you used your patience to still fine

"I stopped when I knew that you could really get hurt, but you didn't. You crossed the line and kept going"

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

So Yeah as i opened my eyes This morning is officially the end of semester 3 and it means..... Holidaaaay! But Weird i feel something like being so emotional,painly like your whole body chrashed by something BIG BIG BIG... And you feel like giant bang ur head punch u right on your face.... crap. (Of course it's also my first day of period)
then i saw timeline many of my highschool friends post on twitter and path about "bukit duri banjir" :(.... The height of water is covering 1st flooor!
remembering years ago i feel that feeling hahaha happy feeling when you know you gonna have ur day off. If u school covered by water.... but know i feel terrible sad. I've spent the best three years in my live there. place i built my hope dreams future...i miss it. times when i don't have any idea that i will through this kind of life..

i miss it i miss it, the people the routines everything every single of it! even the bitter one. i wish i could turn back to that time... gonna do what i should do or shouldn't do taking chances that i didn't take.. and more appriciate it, doesn't mean i dont like this kind of life and regretting things i did at the past.. more than that i feel really gratefully of my life right now.

:) yes it's because of you bukit duri SMAN 8.. Thank you for letting me knows you and be the part of you and ur family believe it or not until today my life still connected with you, still and will always be a major lmpact of my Journey.. And i will always #prayforbukitbduri. See u when i see you ;)

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

It's true when they "Opportunity doesn't knock twice." I wish i knew before that it's you and always been you. I wish i knew from the beginning it's you and always been you.. I wish i knew before how to love my self and be happy

I wish you know that you were the one who finally ease those pains heal those wounds i wish you know you were the one who changed the way i see what life is about,I wish you know that it hurts so much to keep this feeling, regret and blame my self realizing i made the wrong choice.I wish you know how painful i am because of it. i wish you know it is exhausting to read ur mind.I wish you know that you are the one who devestating and makes me feel i'm human. Vurnarable. I wish you know you are the reason i quit and done hurting people. I wish you know that it's you that i mean not them not him and not anyone. I wish you know.. I wish.

If i had a chance do what i didn't do. I will choose me. To be happy and it will be you the reason of it.

Now it's too late. The path is already the way it is supposed to be. I lost that opportunity to be happy. And you never know the truth is you.