in last two years we've been talk about our dreams your dream my dream.. remember oneday when i hold ur hands and said "we'll make it", i've been thinking a lot lot lot.. i give up on you is not that i want to. i just know that the fact u dont want this anymore. and i always thingking that maybe That day will come.. do you knoe whenever i go to some places i do thinking about u about us. what the place remind me of.. always pop-up in my head "do i really regret this?" for letting go my self from "complicated-realitionship", sometimes i feel so strong, i feel so much hate u for everything "wrong" that u done to me.all the lies. but everythings is back over and over again. i have to face the fact that i still love you. and it's not your fault or my fault it's our fault. we do hurt each other. im freaking insane rite.. i mean i do go crazy, like i always find a way to move on blocking u from my life. but everything is useless. do u know i'm hurting so much the fact you try to hook up with another girls, i went my self crazy dying to know but end up pathetic. how long that we've not been talk to each other we supposed to sharing our day. say sweet things. dont u ever miss it. the way u hold my hand touch my hair hug my body. kiss my lips. Our dreams that we shared together.. do u know that u're "the first".. well i got the answer... "we can't never force someone" but what can i do?